I am 35 years old, living with stage IV Endometriosis, possibly adenomyosis and struggled with infertility for almost 4 years. I also struggled with PPD and now struggle with PMDD. I am a mother to a son that was born at 18 weeks and too precious for this earth; and now a mother to a son born in August 2011. By journaling here, I hope to benefit both for myself and for others that are dealing with this disease and fertility struggles. Thanks for visiting!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

I'm not good at waiting!

I need patience! So, technically today is 7dpo? Kind of confused with the whole fet thing. 2dp5dt? I guess it doesn't matter. My real countdown is to my official beta. 11 days! Today i had some VERY light spotting and cramping

Last night was pretty exciting with my last hcg shot. My husband could NOT get the needle in. After four attempts I called a nurse friend in for backup. ;) poor guy got so nervous! As did I!!

Two days until our sons birthday. I can hardly believe is been a year. After his burial service on Monday, I've had a strange peace over me. I still think Saturday will be hard. Wish we were celebrating a first birthday differently!
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KC said...

This cycle sounds promising, my figers continue to stay crossed for you! I hope the next 11 days fly by, but the truth is I know it will crawl by. Be good to yourself and indulge in a couple of things you wouldn't usually treat yourself to.

butterflymom said...

I'm not very good at writing either lately...but you'll write when you need it most. Just always know people are out there wanting to read and send their love to you. Take care of yourself these next weeks. ((hugs))

Lauren, Daniel, James and baby Brendan. said...

Thinking about you so much right now. Hope you know how many people all over the place are really pulling for you! You are loved. And prayed for!

Sandi said...

Just wanted to let you know that I am keeping you guys in my prayers and keeping all my fingers and toes crossed for you!

Anonymous said...

<3 happy birthday sweet wyatt <3

Jeanne said...


I'm sending thoughts of love and peace your way.