I am 35 years old, living with stage IV Endometriosis, possibly adenomyosis and struggled with infertility for almost 4 years. I also struggled with PPD and now struggle with PMDD. I am a mother to a son that was born at 18 weeks and too precious for this earth; and now a mother to a son born in August 2011. By journaling here, I hope to benefit both for myself and for others that are dealing with this disease and fertility struggles. Thanks for visiting!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Spotting (?) started this morning

So, I am feeling much less hopeful than I did yesterday. But, there is still a chance. I will still take my test tomorrow. Now I have to struggle between what is a real flow, and, spotting for the RE and next cycle's sake. I hate that!


Anonymous said...

I know your frustration, oh my God! People say that spotting a few days or a week before your period is a good indicator of early pregnancy.

As you know with endo, spotting is quite normal at anytime and it's really hard to keep your spirit up knowing this.

Just know that it could go either way - so you do still have hope. Good luck!

Jeanne said...

I am thinking of you...


allisyn said...

i'll be keeping you in my prayers....just like kischa stated....you still have hope! Hope you have a fantastic day today....:)