It is impossible to ignore or want to ignore what is hopefully going on inside of me. Even though we know anything can happen and things are uncertain... we can't help but obviously love this life that is developing and pray for it constantly. Loss and infertility has certainly put a whole different spin on the appreciation of conceiving and the whole process of a pregnancy. Each week is a cause for celebration, each bout of nausea is a welcome ill (er splitting migraines are not welcome thank you- ha ha), yet each moment feels so uncertain and unsure.
Pregnancy after a loss is so very different. It's hopeful, scary, exciting, surreal. I haven't even been able to come up with words to express myself. Hopefully I'll have another 7 1/2 months to feel it out and share.
8 days until the ultrasound. We are ready to see you little one. Even though we are very tentative, know you are loved immensely!!!
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I know how tough the waiting is! I hope the next eight days fly by for you.
Praying and sending good thoughts!
I know exactly how you feel hang in there!
Sorry that you are still getting the migraines. I hope they pass soon. And can't wait for the ultrasound!
I am truly so happy for you and am inspired by your journey!
I'm in the same place as you - barely pregnant after late loss. And it's very very scary and uncertain. Hoping we'll both finally get our miracle rainbow babies.
Praying for you Allison!!
very exciting, i understand though, cautiously optimistic.
My prayers are with you!
Thinking about you and praying praying praying.
I hate the waiting and the dreaded two week wait.
Saying so many prayers for you!
Is today ultrasound day? I hope you see an amazing heartbeat (or two)!
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Thank you!
Kate
xoxo
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