I am 35 years old, living with stage IV Endometriosis, possibly adenomyosis and struggled with infertility for almost 4 years. I also struggled with PPD and now struggle with PMDD. I am a mother to a son that was born at 18 weeks and too precious for this earth; and now a mother to a son born in August 2011. By journaling here, I hope to benefit both for myself and for others that are dealing with this disease and fertility struggles. Thanks for visiting!





Sunday, September 13, 2009

I know I said I wouldn't post...

But, I'm slightly freaking out and I don't need my real world people knowing. I just passed a gigantic clot (l1/2 the size of my fist) that was bright red; and now I'm bleeding. Please say some prayers our way. I spoke with my Dr. (thank goodness she was on call) and I have an apt at 9 AM tomorrow. I know there is nothing they or we can do. So, I'm trying to be as relaxed as possible and "normal".

14 comments:

katery said...

oh nooooo!!!! i hope everything is ok!!

Yaya said...

Oh gosh. Prayers and positive thoughts.

Chasing that Dream said...

((hugs)) I hope everything is okay...thinking of you and please keep us posted!

Christa said...

It could just be a sub chronic hematoma

http://www.justmommies.com/articles/subchorionic-hematoma.shtml

I'll be praying for you!

Sonja said...

*hugs*

allisyn said...

I'm praying for yall.....hugs <3

What IF? said...

Sending you lots of prayers. A few of my friends have had subchorionic hematomas, and their little beans have been ay-okay through all of the bleeding and scares. It's crazy stressful. Thinking of you and your husband.

Infertile In the City said...

I too have had friends that had that hematoba thingy and i really really hope that all is okay.

Amanda and Tim said...

Oh hunny - sending you and your little one so much love and many prayers xx

p1nkg0dess said...

What a frightening, uncertain place to be. You're in my thoughts! <3

Kelly said...

I'm praying for you!!!

Heather said...

Oh no! I'm going to keep you in my thoughts today. I hope you get good news.

Chelle said...

Oh my gosh! Good luck. I'm praying everything is fine.

*BIG HUGS*

Nic said...

I really hope all is well, hang in there